To tell you the truth, I am not always the best at saying how I feel. I don’t always know a word that coincides with a particular emotion. Sometimes, there just isn’t a word. There is no description to define it. It is just what it is, a feeling.
Feelings are funny things, you know? Some can be here one day and gone the next. I have come to believe it’s the weight of the feeling that you carry that more or less defines the feeling itself. To feel is what makes us human.
To tell you the truth, I don’t judge myself in any type of negative way for ‘not knowing’ what others may think I ‘should know’ at my age. They may not understand my journey. My journey is not for anyone else to understand. It’s ever flowing, ever evolving, and I am learning with every breath to love this amazing journey I am on.
I hope that you also love your journey. My hope for the world is that we all learn to respect each other’s evolutionary journey in life. Sometimes words can’t describe the feeling I feel when I think of how far I’ve come in my own life. My hope for you is that you love yourself with that rawness of emotion. That you know in your heart, that the rawness is what makes you human. To love deeply and with a pure heart is rare.